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CLC - Collage Leaving Certificate

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  CLC - Collage Leaving Certificate  13/6/2025 First I wake up morning at 4:30 AM. Then I went to terrace for video shoot upto One hour.  At 5:30 AM I came and getting ready for College.  6:30 AM I came out of my house and message my friend that I am coming through Train.  At 7:24 AM train came and crowd was there. So I decided to seat on last Boge. As expected I got seat. Then I informed my parents.  After One hour I arrived Balasore station. At 8:24 AM. Then again I informed my parents, about my arrival to the station.  Taken auto and went FM college to get CLC.  Arrived college After that I was told to give ID card and take CLC. And also to register name. Everything was over so quickly then another thing strike into my mind. That I should go to my IRODOV hostel to get some rest as another train at 1 PM. I have enough time to rest. So while going I met a friend of mine during hostel. We talked about very few stuff and then left.  When I rea...

The Imaginary Girlfriend

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  The Imaginary Girlfriend   I can only see you, the world may not. I can feel you with my soul, who knows ? You know my Love of Madness, the Gold diggers may not. How much I love You Only God knows ? The constellation of the star can connect Us, But the Sky may not. The memories of you are getting faded, But the written Pages may not. Thank you for walking with me and to hold that ring finger throughout my Life. May not Physically But at least we meet emotionally. I see your Eyes, when I look at the mirror. Your beauty is as beautiful as nature. I want to give you a Present that is my Presence with You. You may not have home, But you always lives in my heart. The presence of you makes me feel warm. I want to spend time with you By holding The soft caring hand of yours. Time stops for me, when I look at your beautiful eyes. The Eye in which You and Me. I like to addicted to your smile and face. Sometimes tears come from my eyes when I don’t see you as if they ar...

The Prostitute

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  The Prostitute As everyone has day and night. But we only have night, the night of darkness in our entire life. We are discriminated by the society. As we hold the responsibility to give satisfaction to all lustful men. Before entering this thorn of darkness. Our life was as beautiful as the spring season. The clean weather, blue sky, garden full of flowers, butterflies and bees hovering around them. And we were resting under the shadow of the tree with a cool breeze. But fate has given us the unfortunate life that we can’t even tell. “ The right of Ours”. Our service is within a room of four walls in a bed. Where our screams and pain become their satisfaction. For them we are just like “ Toys” to their hand. Throw them after Using. For them we have no purpose, no aim, no value. We get purchased just within only for a little money. Even if we stand up for Ourselves, then society will be against Us. They become our formal enemy of education. They have that rusty and ancient though...

The Council Exam Part- 2

It is the second part of series The Council Exam. You can check out. The Council Exam Part- 1 28/2/25 Today I have Given my "Physics Exam". I have tried my best and written my Exam well. I don't know what will be my mark. Last 5 days I studied hard starting from morning to evening late night upto 2-3 AM. I don't know, now it becomes my habit of study.        The night before Exam I almost cried because which seems to be endless But. I have a strong hope that "I have to do Best in Exam what ever required". 1/3/25 Even after giving my Physics Exam which I think a Great Trail for me it was over.       But, I have no rest because another subject more dangerous than physics that is "Chemistry" after 6 days.  7/3/25 I have given my Chemistry Exam. I have done it better than Physics. 10/3/25 Today I have given my MIL alternative English. I tried my best I have done much more than expected and another Exam on IT (Information Technology) on 21st March...

The Council Exam

 22/2/25   1st Day of Council Exam  Today I have given my  English council Exam. I feel like nervous and anxious about it. But however I have given it today.  It was full of twist and turns. Because I will do exam well but for whole night. I kept myself asleep because I have not completed few lessons of my syllabus.            I slept at 2 to 3 am and wake up at 7:30 am. Brush up, eaten and going to bath.     While bathing the soap in my hand rubbing against my body suddenly. Suddenly slipped out from my hand and fall on the latrine hole. In that time I was little Upset about exam it added more to it.          However I completed my bath.  The pant I brought to wear by mistake. In that time I was unable to cry or anger I just however sort it out and prepare myself for Exam. But the nervousness about giving Council Exam is eating me.  I can say that the rules and regulations are stric...